Being A Blogger Is Not What I Expected

Hi guys, I know I haven't been active on my blog for quite a while... sorry about that, but to be honest, it's not what I expected at all. I'm not saying that I expected to be bombarded with followers and opportunities to make me rich or anything, but I thought making the commitment to writing a post once a week or talking about a topic on the world wide web that was itching at me would be so much easier than what it has turned out to be.

I'm a pretty normal person, I go to college and I work, like most twenty-somethings like me, but I found it increasingly difficult to bolg about anything. When I started last year in March I thought it would be easy and it went well for me for the first couple of weeks or months but then it got harder and harder to think of what to talk about or do. I found that I didn't know what to write about, what do you talk about when potentially millions of people, or in my case maybe ten, have the chance to read what you've said? Does that not just live in your mind and turn the whole idea of blogging into a harrowing experience? Just me? I know that I want to do this, because to tell you the truth I like writing and talking about things that interest me, like fashion or beauty or everyday topics, but I find it so much easier to talk about these things than I do to actually write them down or type them out.

Please tell me I'm not alone here! There has been countless times where I have thought of something that in my mind would make a good bolg post and that I myself would like to read but then when it comes down to sitting on my laptop for a period of time during the day I just cant make any sense of what i am trying to get out onto the page. It's almost like I stop myself from doing it for some unknown reason. Maybe I have serious commitment issues towards my laptop and it's surrounding environment.

Anyway, my point is... I find this whole thing hard, and it shouldn't be, its not like I'm Zoella and have the pressure of making sure a blog, or video in her case, goes up, although serious snaps for that girl, I don't know how she does it! I'm finding this hard and I don't want it to be hard, I want it to be fun and a form of emotional therapy or an escape for me, so that is what I am going to view it as from now on, my escape. I want to continue the blog for that reason and if I make some friends or get great advice from another Internet user along the way then those shall be perks of the whole experience.
In conclusion, I want my blog to be somewhere I, or anyone else can go and relax and maybe get a little giggle out of how horrifically unorganised my entire life is. So I'm back, and I want to stay back. I don't know when you can expect to see the next post from me but don't fret because it won't be too far away!

Thank you for reading my rant, and especially if you got to the end, your amazing!

That's all for now.
Talk soon.

xoxo

Quinnzell

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Being A Blogger Is Not What I Expected